I would be both. I get things that are comfortable and fashionable. =D

I have made a new youtube group that I think everyone would love to audition for! Just watch this video! If you have questions afterwards just message me on youtube or LJ!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=eYeVHldABuA

auditions end jan. 15

Oh man has it been a long time since I have posted anything....my computer crashed a month ago and we FINALLY got it fixed =). I have missed the internet SO much. Its apart of me =).  Anyways I am going to dicuss a few things =)

So first, Senior Pictures.
I had them taken about a month and a half ago and I really loved them. Unfortunately I can't show them to anyone yet b/c they are gone from the site =( but the one i chose i absolutely loved! My eyes looked fricking amazing in them and i am not smiling which is even more awesome! hehe. And my senior quote is "For those willing to see, the world waits." from The Sweet Far Thing by Libba Bray- I think most of you know that quote, book and author XD. But yeah just a bit of info on senior things =)

Secondly Twilight.
As the majority of you know it came out 2 weeks ago, and that Edward sucks =) pretty much. haha. but anyways i went to see a midnight showing with my friend and her bf and I have to say I did love it. I really loved the cast. I thought all of them were perfect especially Kristen, she really impressed me, even more than Rob did =]. Another thing I just can't get over is the other Cullen family. I mean Ashley, Jackson, Peter, Elizabeth, Nikki, and Kellan were just incredible. I loved them. And the humans especially Angela. She is an amazing actress from what I saw, I see a Oscar in her future. She would have even been a good Bella too! I loved Mike as Newton, he was great. And omg Justin as Eric was hilarious! He was so cocky too =] a cocky nerd.

A few things I wished they kept in the movie was Rob's sexy english accent. I just think of Edward with an English accent. I mean accents are fricking sexy. lol.

I thought i would like Edward more after seeing the movie...but i actually hate him more...so creepy...*shivers* and I just don't get how Bella and Edward can be in love...it just moves WAY too fast and doesn't build, but nonetheless I enjoyed Rob and Kristen they have good chemistry.

One character that I just LOVED, was Billy as Charlie. He was too perfect for the role...He made me laugh in the shotgun part...so effing hilarious! He was amazing. Really would love to see more scenes of him. I would also love to see more scenes of the Cullens. They were just amazing together, I can't get over it. I also loved Billy too. He was perfectum.

Next I really LOVED the music. They had the right music for every part. I especially love Supermassive Blackhole during the kick-arse baseball scene- In that scene you really saw the Cullen's amazing talents: like Alice's gracefullness, Jaspers bat "twirling", Emmet's strength, Rosalie's bitchiness, and Edward's speed(wtf?). I was hoping for them to play Decode in during the movie and not at the credits, but ohwell =/. One of my fav songs =) I also loved Bella's Lullabuy, very beautiful and Rob's songs are so beautiful, I especially loved the one after Bella was bitten and it showed  really awesome scenes, like Ed biting her in a vision or something, tis cool.

Some of my favorite lines are: sex, money, sex, money, cat. I laughed SOOO hard! wowza. And when Jessica says "thats jasper, the one who always looks like he's in pain." that was a hilarious part...he looked like he was constipated...o.O...And when Newton like 'humps' the tree i cracked up so much =]

The nomads. James, Victoria, and Laurent. Lets just say scary...i'd hate to cross their path, but i was so impressed especially by Edi....can i say hott?! Loved the end scene when Alice ripped off James head...i think everyone did...

Things I didn't like were the wind chimes sparkles, Edward, Sam, Edward, and did I mention Edward?? Oh I did....but yes the sparkles made noise...i liked the effects just not the SOUND...i mean uhhh help me....i laughed at that part also...Now I thought Sam looked stoned. Literally his eyes were so tired looking...he needs to do something about that in the next 3 movies!( yes they are making BD into a movie) And Edward...I can't stand him and some of his lines are terrible like "you are my life now." sorry but thats cheesy...I can't stand when he tells bella she is fascinating to watch whilist sleeping. GOD SHOOT ME. Everyone was like creeper in the movie theatre when he said that. But I have to admit Rob is HOTT and i wouldn't mind getting kissed by him like he did Bella in the movie. LMTO her in her underwear is wierd....o.O but yes just some things to change.

Ooo i almost forgot the cinematography! Catherine did amazing with that! loved it!
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And now to discuss my favorite character of the movie/series...Jacob Black....I love Jacob. Really i do. =) he makes me all giddy inside and Taylor did AMAZNG with him! I find Taylor more attractive than Rob. I actually did like the wig hair at times like at the end at the prom scene...i literally hyperventilated when he came from behind the tree...he looked VERY toned b/c he had been working out when they reshot that scene and he just was gorgeous with his smile and skin and eyes. *breathes slowly* he is just so optimistic and personable and fun! HE ACTUALLY HAS A PERSONALITY UNLIKE EDWARD LUMBERJACK!!! and he is free spirit bad boy =)  I cannot wait till New Moon when he takes Ed's place. I loved it when him and Ed stared eachother down that was sick =)

In conclusion Ed sucks and Jacob rox. TEAM JACOB FOR LIFE!

Anyone else have it?

LMTO(laughing my trees off) I know I do.

I can't wait to graduate! AH! Anyone else this way too?! LOL

BUT other than being excited to graduate, I love all my classes!
Here is my schedule:
1st: Classical Humanities(Greeks, Romans, etc.) - I know a lot about them already I just LOVE learning about them so I decided to take this class...I mean common who doesn't love Sparta XD.
2nd: Botany/Microbiology(Plants pretty much) -See science isn't one of my big interests but this class so far is pretty cool plus I am learning a whole lot of plants! LIke the arrangement and venation patterns- its fascinating! LOL and KARTIk! LMTO! But my teacher grades harshly on labs and tests(200 points). I go minus 10 on a lab for having it out of order! o.O lol. and i just got a D on my first test! *is mad at herself* lol but its ok if that test is my lowest test score for the whole semester i can drop it XD.
3rd I have off and I usually talk with my friend Amber(about Spunk Ransom- She is a huge twilight fan) I usually tell how much i hate edward and she is like why? haha! No she loves jacob too =] XD. 
4th: Journalism -SO i do like journalism...the teacher is amazing! I am glad I am taking this so I can learn more about it...I just don't think its the right route for me...i mean i am such a procrastinator....*looks anxiously around* haha
5th: Another off period/lunch!( i do math homework during this period)
6th : Intro to Acting- LOVE this class! My favorite most definitely! I love acting so much! I can't even begin to tell you how much! Its love.
7th: Anthropology -this class is such a blast and VERY fascinating! i reccomend everyone to take anthro. if they ever get the chance!
8th: Math- The teacher is great this year XD. I have a 102% right now in this class o.o! Easy grading method. As long as you do your homework everything will be good =]

Anyways just thought I would write something since i haven't since June! o.O lol

but anyone else excited about graduating??

 So yesterday I got my first Ipod =] I am so ecstatic!!! I have been wanting one for A LONG time( 2 years) and I finally got one for my b-day(which was June 6th). I also got 3 books New Moon, Eclipse, and The Luxe. I have already read New Moon I just thought it'd be wierd if I only had Twilight and Eclipse and not the second book ha ha(I borrowed New Moon from my school library). I am on chapter nine in Eclipse right now(I am always inbetween Ed and Jake, its so annoying!). I loved Jake before he became a werewolf because he was so sweet and caring and optimistic but now he just gets SO angry, but I still love him =D. Edward is getting a lot better of not getting on my nerves as much as he did in New Moon and some in Twilight. I love how he puts Bella before anything else, its sweet, but I hate how he's so protective, but he's getting a wee bit better about letting her have some space =]. Anyways I love Ed and Jake the same(sometimes Jake more =D). Anyways I hope Jacob will get an imprint because lets face it I don't think Stephenie would put Jake and Bella together...I don't think I would want her too anyway....I would feel very sorry for Edward because I don't think he could live without Bella. Bella kinda gets on my nerves I have seen...But I still really like her. =) She just needs to be nicer to Charlie I think. Poor guy =[. Anyway I am excited about the movie =] and Breaking Dawn(who isn't?) lol! 
After I read Eclipse I am going to start reading The Luxe! I am excited about reading this because the plot kindof reminds me of AGATB which is my favorite book series ever and nothing could ever replace it =) =D and lets face it Kartik is the best male fictional character ever that every girl wishes they could have =]. Yes Kartik is bringing sexy back =). Look out you bloodsuckers and dogs, here comes a tree!!! LOL!  

And I also have the AGATB Playlist on my Ipod. I have all but one or 2 songs of the playlist one there. I also recommend the new Coldplay CD its INCREDIBLE! Check it out on itunes or and your nearest walmart =]! Have a great day peaceout =)

So here is my AGATB playlist of some of the songs that fit with the books =] Its in progress ha ha =)

1.  Hoodoo by The Muse
2. Breathe Me by Sia
3. Bittersweet Symphony by The Verve
4. Pale by With In Temptation
5. My Immortal by Evanescence
6. Almost Lover by A Fine Frenzy
7. Run by Snow Patrol
8. Angel by Within Temptation
9. In a Heartbeat from the Soundtrack of 28 Weeks Later
10. Lacrymosa by Evanescence
11. Remember When It Rained by Josh Groban
12. The Mystics Dream by Loreena McKennitt
13. Taking Over Me by Evanescence
14. Liz On Top Of the World from the Pride and Prejudice Soundtrack
15. Everything by Lifehouse
16. Requiem for a Dream from the LotR soundtrack(I think it is from there...)
17. Rain by Breaking Benjamin  
18. Iris by the Goo Goo Dolls
19. Your Guardian Angel by The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus
20. Creep by Radiohead(yes i know. lol! it reminds me of Kartik and how he's watching Gemma in AGATB)
21. Blowers Daughter by Damien Rice

So thats all I have for right now. As you see some of these are instrumental classical type songs =]

So Friday night I went to go see the movie, "The Happening", with my two brothers and there friends who are also mine. This movie was amazingly incredible! I loved every second of it. It was a creepy suspenceful movie that keeps you on the edge of your seat guessing what is going to happen yet your thinking 'WTH??!!!" but thats the best part about it I believe. =). M. Night Shyamalan did a fantastic job with the screenplay and cinematography of this movie. He is my favorite director right now. What I love about this movie was it was not cliche at all and that made me happy =D because I love movies like that. He makes the fear seem real so you can relate to it. And before the movie started I saw the Twilight Teaser trailer which made me get butterflies in my stomach and I was all like "Its Edward!" and my brother "Shut up Grace!". He hates those kind of things. He judged it before it even came out! I was like who cares ha ha! I just can't imagine what its going to be like when the AGATB movie trailer comes on I will be screaming and clapping =) and I don't care what people think =] ha ha! Anywho. GO SEE THE HAPPENING WHENEVER YOU GET THE CHANCE!!! I am going to see it a second time so I can catch on to more things in it. 

Now lets talk bands. Tonight Lifehouse came to lovely Ft. Collins Colorado at 7pm this evening and it was awesome. For starters the lead singer of the band Jason Wade is SUCH a beautiful singer. His voice is so unique and it sounds even better live. What a gorgeous band with beautiful lyrics that take your breath away! Really I truly enjoyed it and for a few songs I couldn't stop thinking about Kartik =). Yes and the trees made me even miss him more and there was an Indian teenager in the crowd who i just stared at his eyes and i was like oh great! Kartik, my love, I will be waiting for you after I die =]. Ok lets get back on track. lol. But yes Lifehouse was truly heart wrenching with there music. They made other bands sound like shizz! I was really mad because they didn't play Everything, which is an absolutely amazing  song. But seeing/hearing them play 'You and Me' was a kiss to my heart =). That song is...just is...Go listen to them right now!!!!

ha ha =)

Now onto another subject which is third but most dear to me. Photography. The one thing thats made me realize how truly my beautiful life is. Well today at this event called "The Taste of Fort Collins"(where Lifehouse was =])  they have a bunch of booths set up with different things from FoCo and one of the booths had photography. The photographer was one of the most amazing i have seen. His artwork was gorgeous and unique and he had these photographs that had trees in red! And I found out that the film he used was 'color infrared film'. So I am going to try this film out =) ha ha! Yesssssss I am. lol! And I am going to take pictures of trees *cough* Kartik *cough* because I love photographing them. They are my favorite to photograph, even before I read TSFT. Yes and you know what I hate is when people say 'wow these are great pictures!' theyre not pictures theyre photographs! HOLY KARTIK IT ANNOYS ME! Oh and btw I can't stand digital photography and black and white is my favorite flavor(yes flavor =D) of photography. I am a dork. lol.

Last but definitely not least. Poetry. Another thing I am passionate about. I love writing poetry about photographs =] Its makes me happy. I love that word. Happy. Anyway I wrote this poem. I incoporated Kartik in it kind of he he!: Read and comment if you'd like =] they make me happy. LIke-a-young-stupid-teen-who-says-she's-in-love-with-a-skater-boy-happy. =] =0

Here it is:

Vintage Starlight

Our lips passionately collided under vintage starlight,
The incandescent stars resplendently radiated their luminous glow
There emplacement will never be wended from the enclosed, obscure darkness.
The moon, never on the point of subsidence, persevered in the black edge of night,
Dazzles the ocean waves as they rush towards us and undulate fervently back into the endless expanse of the breath taking oblivion.

The vintage starlight blazed as ardent as the vivacity in your eyes.
The hue of your bright orbs possessed my heart and soul.
Our hearts, beating as one, ignited our bodies on fire.
The nonchalant breeze blowing in the air, frayed your dark curly hair.
Then I realized under that vintage starlight that I loved you.
I loved the way your curls fell before your eyes.
I loved the way your lips upturned into that crooked smile.
I loved the way, when you pulled me close to you, your strong arms were my sanctuary.
But most of all I love you because you helped me discover who I was, who I would be, but most of all who I am. 

So I love the title so much. Vintage and Starlight are just 2 out of who-knows-how-many words that I am obssessed with. ha ha 

Thanks for grazing over this posty-type-thing =] Hopefully you read it. ha ha!

In conclusion- The Happening will remind you of Kartik[you will know what I mean when you see it =)]